okay. the part where i'm pushing is obviously the most flattering shot of me ever so don't like be blown away by my beauty mkay? haha okay JUST KIDDING i am actually embarrassed by it but that is totally part of the process of labor AND i'm actually proud of my pushing since it took three rounds ( i actually don't really think it mattered since kai was determined to get out of there but for my sake we will say it's from me going ham ) to get that little guy home!
when i asked my cousin and bff courtney to come take pictures at the hospital, i had no idea she was secretly doing video too! so a day after giving birth to kai she sent me a little snippet and i was totally balling. it was so sacred to be able to re-live that experience. after seeing that little mini version, my family sent in what they got from their iphones. she then added in all of those different perspectives and made it into one big video. when she sent it to me a couple days ago, you already know both me and vaughan were crying again. i watch it over and over.
hands down, the best experience of my life.
thank you so much babe!